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A memorable vacation

part-1
I was born in middle class family. our family is small family me,mom,dad and my sister. from childhood i was very close to my sister we shared everything with each 

other. my uncle have two beautiful daughters. every vacation both came to my home. so it was like a big gang of girl. my father go to office at 10am. i feel myself 

alone whenever they come. i am 15 years old but still my sound didnt crack. it sound perfect like a girl(for which i got lot of teasing in school). also looking at me 

no one will say i am a boy. my hand legs and entire body is smooth hairless. i cant tell how much time i have listened "you should born as a girl".so the story starts 

here.. i was studying in 9th class. exams were over. and it was time for vacation. as i know my cousins will here anytime i was little sad. looking at me my sis asked 

"what happened? why are you sad?"
me:- "i am ok. nothing happened"
sis:- "are you sure"
me:- "yes"
sis:- "i have a good news. arpita(my elder cousin) and smita(my younger cousin) is gonna to be here any time"
me:- "good(ohhhhh shhitt in my mind)"
sis:- "i chatted with arpita some days ago and she is planning to go some hill station this year"
( suddenly a sound came from outside of house and someone is making sound by pressing horn of car. me and my sister rushed toward balcony and show arpita,smita and my 

aunt is arrived.arpita and smita waved their hands and my sis do the same in reply. we both go to hall)
arpita:- hiii sanjay. how are you?????
me :- fine didi. are you fine??
meanwhile my aunt commented " sanjay you didnt changed a bit. still looks like a baby boy. i swear if you wear a wig you will look more beautiful than all three girls"
and i recieve a great laugh followed by my sister and mom as well.
my sister continued "right aunty. his sound also didnt crack it sounds perfect like a girl.if he speak from his room mom's friends misunderstood him as me"
this sentences has given a lot of pain in my heaart still somehow i managed to say "veryyyy funnny"
my mom came to hall with three glasses of water and served to them. my mom sits besides my mom and chatted sometimes. after sometimes the group of girls joined up and 

said we are going to nikita's(my sister) room. after that i also went to my room. the words of my aunt and sister is still paining my heart i tried my best to not to 

cry but tears rolled from my eyes quickly i moved to my bed and started crying like a girl.i dont when i was dozzed off while crying and after sometimes i open my eyes 

 listening a sound she is my mom and waking me up. slowly i get out of my bed and forget that i was crying and my mom noticed my wet pillow. but diidnt said anything 

and bring me doown to dianing table.everyone was there waiting for me. my daddy is home from the work. i take the place and started eating and my dad announced that he 

have got promotions in office for which he have to go out of country for two months. i requessted my dad to took me with him but he rejected saying "i am going there 

for training not for roaming you stay with here and enjoy your vacation with your cousins." i cant oppose my dad so i kept quite. my mom said all men are the same you 

should take us somewhere for vacation but you are going alone.
my dad:- "i am not going on picnic this trip is offered by compony. and if you want to go on picnic go i will not stop"
all three girls jumped with joy and requested my mom and aunt for picnic. and my aunt instantly agreed "okkkk girlss stop. we are going to picnic on rajasthan"
smita :- "but we are all girls sanjay is the only boy among us"
me:- "ohkkk fine!!!!! go and enjoy i will not come"
arpita:- "smita dont trouble my little brother. he is coming with us and he is gonna to remember this trip for life"
part-2
me :- "no now i will not come. you go and enjoy i will stay in house alone"
smita:- "i am sorry sanjay i dont want to hurt you i was just saying that you are only boy"
( the topic ran atleast 1 or 2 hours after that it was decided that tomorrow my father will go to australia and we will go to rajasthan. mom told me that we are gonna to spend 30 days in rajasthan so pack your all bags with all the necessary things.i asked help from my mom but she refused)
i go to my room took bags and started to pack my bag. first time i was packing my bag and its not a easy thing to do.after packing my bag i sleeped. as per the instruction i have to get up on 6 am. i put alaram and go to sleep.
in morning i was waked up by smita "are you crazy man aunt asked everyone to be ready at 8 am just look at watch"
i looked at watch oh my god its 7:30 " i am very sorry smita please give me towel i will be ready in half and hour"
i quickly rushed to bathroom and feshen my self take a bath. when i was coming out of bathroom my mom was in my room and very angry. she said if i will not come in the hall after 5 minutes they will go. i was afraid and wear my cloths as fast as i can and go to hall although i taked 7 minutes but still my mom waiting for me.
i said sorry to everyone. my mom said now dont waste time we are already late because of you and we all go to bus take our place. arpita and nikita was sitting besides each other and me and smita is sitting tohether. ( smita is very naughty girl she always findig ways to bother people and make fun of them. still he is very cute girl. any boy can fall in love with her very easily)

on the way she asked many questions regarding my personal life and school life. today she was wearing a salwar suit and looking like a diva. his lips was colored with bright red lipstick her nail was also painted in red lipstick. a beautiful smell of a fragnance is coming from her hair.a long jhumkha was inserted in her ears which was touching her shoulder. a round hoop nose ring was looking precious in her nose.

 "ohhh myy godd she is so beautiful(i was wondering in my mind)" i taked my eyes away from her and looked at nikita she was wearing a top an jeans . jeans was skin tight and her hips were looking sexy.she was wearing a beautiful breslet his nails painted in pink naipolish her lips was shining with pink lipstick. she was wearing small studs in her ears a beautiful small nosering in her nose. arpita was also dressed in anarkali suits and looking very gorgeous. today my mom and aunt was also in jeans and looking much younger my aunt was bit fat but still looking very hot. in my mind i was feeling bit jealous from all girls i wish i could also dress like them. after long journey we reached to rajasthan. it was hill station so area was like a village type. but our hotel was looking good from outside. after reaching my mom announced everyone will carry their bags own....and my head started spinning.... what will i tell to my mom.

somehow i gathered courage annd go to my mom and told her in low voice that i forget my bag in home.mom was very angry on me and told me to go in my room.she told me to waait for her in my room. after waiting for almost an hour she came to my room along with my three sisters. and told me "sanjay, none of  us have boys cloths and all your three sisters have extra cloths as girls always carry more cloths in case if needed and they all are agree to give you their cloths you should thank them." but i am boy mom how can i wear girls cloths,i argued. mom said well there is only cloths we have and i am not gonna to buy you new cloths if you want to wear it then ok and if you won't wear it stay in that cloth for some days until we gome home. so i had no choice my mom was angry and i cant stay in that cloths. so without much argument i agreed. my mom ordered my sisters to make me ready. so they take me to their room and said don't worry dear you will look beautiful in this dress. there it is a pink anarkali dress with a floral work on it and a pink dupatta. i was shocked seeing this and thinking how will i look wearing this.

(the dress they showed to me)

so they quickly send me to bathroom and told me to take a hot shower as i came out they handed me a panty. it was also pink in colour and matrial was very smooth it made some sensation in my body which caused my penis to stood up but still it was not noticable as my penis was very small(almost negligable). with my head down i took penty from my sister. again i go to bathroom and came wearing penty. it was amazing feeling i was liking it and at a same time i was feeling shame. i came out with wearing towel over my penty as i came out my sister quickly removed towel and i was only in penty in front of my all sister. i was really embarrassed and cant show my face to them my face was red in shame. so my sister lifted my face an said "wow look our new sister in shying in front of us. come on we are all girls." everyone was laughing. arpita continued and said "sanjay, are you really a boy?? beacause you are wearing penty and there is no bulge."  i was almost cried at this statement girls noticed my eyes and stoped teasing and arpita said "sorry my little brother to hurt you but we met after a long time and you are gonna to wear this dress so we thought to treat you like one of us. i always know that you felt lonely everytime we three girls talk but believe me be our sister for this trip and we will treat you like one you are not a boy for this trip is that clear."  i areed with tears in my eyes and she huged me and followed my my other two sister it was looking a girls group. so finally nikita said lets hurry up otherwise mom will be angry again. so they handed me next piece of cloth which was bra. again it was pink in colour. and really smooth. i also have what called small boobs which looks like a girl is started to grow his tits. as i dont know my sister teach me how to wear a bra. and told me to try it myself for sometimes. with some difficulties i put it on. my small boobs was fitted very nicely in it and i was wondering how because none of my sister have this size but i dared to ask as it is such a bad question to ask sisters their size. it gave me amazing feeling i never felt so much comfort in my male undergarment. without much discussion they shared some tips to me and quickly move toward next piece which was a legging again in pink. i slide into those leggings it was very tight and was giving a clear view of my wide hips. then came the top which is kameez. i wore it and it was perfect fit and was giving a great shape of boobs on my chest(now breast). we quickly moved to the make up section they applied a cream on my face my face was already smooth so i dont need to shave then she applied dark pink lipstick. i can taste it and i was feeling amazed as lipstic feels great and i love it. then comes jwellery they gave a necklace and i wore it followed by some bangles and a lady wrist watch on other hand. my ears were not pierced and we also dont have time so they left it. they give me a pair of payal and placed it in my legs which creates pleasant sound when i move. i was looking almost like a girl but there was a big problem which was my hair i have long hair for a boy but for a girl it was still short i was shocked when they gave me a wig i asked them who carried this wig and why. they told me nikita has small hair so she bring this wig for her but now you need it more than her so wear it. in no time they placed wig on my head it was a special type of wig which fits on my head and cannot be removed easily there was a special trick to remove that wig. i moves toward mirror to see how i look my payals were making sound a feeling of lipstick was amazing. my bangles gives me a feel in my hand. it was difficult to manage wig. i was shocked to see my reflection as i was really looking like a girl. as i was thin that gives advantage as my figure was awesome and shape of breast was amazing. tight feeting leggings was clearly showing shape of my wide hips. i was really happy but dont show it cause they may tease me. they rushed me to moms room where aunt and mom was waiting for me they analyzed me top to bottom and said good work girl. my aunt said i havent wear earings and mom said we will see what can be done. i didnt speak a single world as i was extremely ashamed. 

Introduction

hello sisters my name is sanjana . i am a male to female crossdresser and here i will share my thoughts and stories regarding crossdressing. hope you will enjoy my blog. please support me with your comments

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